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cai hong de lian xiang

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 19:33:45 GMT

i hate the smell of meaningless.

everyday, every walk, every work, in a meaningless cycle.

what if rainbow is hiding over the clouds?

or wind shall bring them back?

future is like a cloudy sky, or a dark curtain.

our dream is like a portrait of rainbow,

or just our imagination

living in imagination

living in rainbow

with no definite appearance

with no definite existence

<the dream of a rainbow>

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yi qie you chong xin lai le.

fu xi hao xiang bian de yue lai yue kun nan

ta ma de wo zhi xiang yau dian kon jian, zuo dian xi huan de dong xi

huo xue dian shen ma "you yong de ji neng"

jiang lai jiu hao xiang shi yi pian kon bai de yun, ye xiang yi pian hei an de mo

fan zheng shen ma ye kan bu dao

bian jia xiang qian fang you yi dao cai hong ba

ye ke neng yi bie zi dou kan bu dao

jiu huo zai lian xiang ba

<cai hong de lian xiang>

last hrs in Kowloon city

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 04:20:32 GMT

搬走是個很ＳＨＡＲＰＥ的決定。

來得那麼爽快。快得像電影轉場。

做呢行，人又在香港。不得不爽快，離場要快，轉景不能慢，ＪＡＪＡＬＵＭＬＡ又另一個老細，你老味。

在自己出來生活的幾年，　學到的實在不能筆錄。

感謝每位曾相助過的每一位。給我愛過的男孩／女孩／男人／女人。

‘２４歲。生命可能都過左一半了。

夢想２４，　未敢忘記的。

是ＣＨＥＲＲＹ　ＰＥＲＩＳＨＥＳ，　
還是ＣＨＥＲＲＹ　ＢＬＯＳＳＯＭＳ，還未有定案‘

感謝原來還有還有人提我「期望」這兩字，（以前只有老師跟我說過）

連我自己也不再相信自己之時，日日打機訓覺睇戲食飯

好像周星星在唐百虎後期那個落難雞鬥（叫雞冇錢比），口都唔識合埋的白癡仔

社會如此不景，麻怨也沒用

連自己都不爭氣，還可怨誰？

走鋼索的人

「往前是解脫，　退後是自由，　我（應）不應該回頭」

「往前是冷漠，　往後是寂寞，　乾脆我墜落」

李泉這墜落了的鬼才，　還是不要愛上，　哈哈

幸虧２４歲的我還會發（白日）夢，　但切忌活在夢��　

LAST BUT NOT THE END

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:06:41 GMT

AFTER 6MONTHS OF "SHAO LIN" TRAINING

THERE I SEE AN END

MY BRAIN'S BEEN FULL OF WASTE, LIKE UNREASONABLE RULES & MAID-LIKE WORK

TONES OF GRIEVANCE FOR NOTHING, COZ I KNEW THE END RIGHT FROM THE START

NOTHING NEW NOTHING OLD

I WAS TRAPPED BY THOSE IMAGES OF MV, OF SHOW, OF THE PEOPLE I ENCOUNTERED, THOSE 'STARS' I'VE SERVED.

MEMORIES IS FLASHING OVER N' OVER INSIDE MY BRAIN.

BUT MOSTLY ON MY RIGHT BRAIN, COZ WHAT I LEARNT IS JUST TO BE OBIEDIENT, EFFICIENT, SMART, 'POSITIONING', SERVICE-ORIENTED.

MY LEFT HAND & LEFT BRAIN SEEMED BEING ABANDONED TOO FOR LONG. DUSTY

THUS, I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING, FOR MAKING INDE-FILM, FUTURE PLANS, ANY IDEA TO WORK OUT, EVEN WHERE TO GO NEXT

NO EMOTION, NO DESIRE, NO APPETITE

DON'T KNOW HOW TO END, NOR WHERE TO START

JUST ERASE & REWIND?

OR...

ONE THINK I DISCOVER WHICH IS QUITE WEIRD

I WOULD THINK OF MUSIC BEFORE IMAGES...

I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING APART FROM MUSIC OR RYM

WITH NO STORY BEHIND...

WHAT A DAMN THING MV GAVE ME......

I MUST CURE MYSELF BY READING MORE IN THESE WEEKS OF REST

IN THESE WEEKS OF SELF-HEALING

BOTH MENTALILLY & PHYSICALLY

LAST BUT NOT THE END

離開，是為了回來

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 15:06:03 GMT

來去匆匆

轉變又來了

希望有兩星期

真的可以停一停

想一想

然後怎樣

離開，是為了回來

實事求是

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:53:15 GMT

大難不死, 必不會向後仆

Everybody gotta learn something

老細的訓話當中, 有四個字非常可圈可點

實事求是

http://baike.baidu.com/view/10424.htm

值得研究研究

今次咁都容得下我

更加要sip高枕頭諗諗

一個"creative director"

點解會同我講一句咁深(又有左派色彩)既四字成語呢?

話我頹廢, 傻, 蠢, 懶, 懶醒都好似有前人

叫我實事求是, 好似係第一次......

我在似明未明之際, 只好想到回佢三個字：犀非利!

Poor Berbatov

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 15:22:51 GMT

100% loyalty

100% talented

100% fitness

100% accuracy

100% chrisma

100% character

100% technique

Why don't people hire a robot?

though i hate Berb if i were hotspur's coach. he's not a gd 'employee', coz he is too trouble & not cooperative enough.

in the world of public opinions & results.

i would definitely on his side , if i got that brave before the possibilities of dropping rice bowl.

or i was just beaten by the fear towards the feeling of 'guilt' and 'useless'.

5個月做CREW的生活

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 04:21:23 GMT

big citi light, your new life had begun.

And as the world turns on and on,

"life" is lost and "life" is won.

Laughed and cried when we were young.

是, 所有熱情會乾掉.
一發現已經成熟了.

MV, SHOW, PRESS CON. 沒有停站.

前日比的士佬成個人拋出車, 落緊車, 門關了一半. 仲要踩油門, 好在冇死. 屌都屌唔切就唔見影.

打甩牙, 連血吞.

不能笑, 不能喊, 不能錯, 不能拍手, 不能食飯, 不能停站.

然後怎樣?

無間

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:01:38 GMT

做到有點(真的)想吐的感覺

肚子很不舒服

咁又為左d咩呢

失去所有思想閱讀休息的時間精神空間

連yahoo新聞都冇時間睇

短短幾個月, 好似做左一般人一年甚至幾多既野咁

琴日在中環拍, 等呀等, 在十字路中心, 多想大叫: "可唔可以停呀!"

簡直係無間地獄8月. but the point is it never stops until u quit.

不吐不快. 故事未完. 待續.

冷言

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 09:18:54 GMT

有時發現自己講野愈來愈急, 才發現每個人的速度差別很大.

但若覺得我太快or太惡的朋友, 請見諒

因為一日發生和需要做的事太多. 有陣時我不其然都會快同急, sometimes turns out (seems) to be rude

在街上走呀走著, 電話左右纏繞

見到一個阿婆行慢d, 我真係不自覺火都黎: (心想)你行快d啦好冇, 唔好阻住地球轉啦!?!

快都唔洗思考, 不用斬眼

然而, 我不想這成為習慣, 也不想通往此不歸路

(city) without mercy and care, we are no people.

Just type this in to be kept my mind

拍兒歌, 見小朋友排舞, 這些童真, 是值得拍下紀念的.

電影和mv都不該讓粉飾漂亮的年青男女專美

到了那天, 我想拍下我自己身邊美好的東西.

這些東西, 隨處可見, 卻不會出現在電視屏上.

因為這些東西不是那些安坐冷氣房的頭子想見到的.

每天同樣時間同樣姿態, 看著電視, 只有捧腹的冷笑

我不想這樣下去, 冰冷的城市.

不想只有超低能, 勁搞笑

to be happy or not

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 14:19:17 GMT

「人生幾何，能夠得到。。。」

唱下去，便不能自己。

這個人，真的不會存在嗎？　

只有自己搞掂自己，日日如是。

「開心係自己揀嘅」

暫時prove唔到呢句說話

lets wait and see.

　