| | AFTER 6MONTHS OF "SHAO LIN" TRAINING
THERE I SEE AN END
MY BRAIN'S BEEN FULL OF WASTE, LIKE UNREASONABLE RULES & MAID-LIKE WORK
TONES OF GRIEVANCE FOR NOTHING, COZ I KNEW THE END RIGHT FROM THE START
NOTHING NEW NOTHING OLD
I WAS TRAPPED BY THOSE IMAGES OF MV, OF SHOW, OF THE PEOPLE I ENCOUNTERED, THOSE 'STARS' I'VE SERVED.
MEMORIES IS FLASHING OVER N' OVER INSIDE MY BRAIN.
BUT MOSTLY ON MY RIGHT BRAIN, COZ WHAT I LEARNT IS JUST TO BE OBIEDIENT, EFFICIENT, SMART, 'POSITIONING', SERVICE-ORIENTED.
MY LEFT HAND & LEFT BRAIN SEEMED BEING ABANDONED TOO FOR LONG. DUSTY
THUS, I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING, FOR MAKING INDE-FILM, FUTURE PLANS, ANY IDEA TO WORK OUT, EVEN WHERE TO GO NEXT
NO EMOTION, NO DESIRE, NO APPETITE
DON'T KNOW HOW TO END, NOR WHERE TO START
JUST ERASE & REWIND?
OR...
ONE THINK I DISCOVER WHICH IS QUITE WEIRD
I WOULD THINK OF MUSIC BEFORE IMAGES...
I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING APART FROM MUSIC OR RYM
WITH NO STORY BEHIND...
WHAT A DAMN THING MV GAVE ME......
I MUST CURE MYSELF BY READING MORE IN THESE WEEKS OF REST
IN THESE WEEKS OF SELF-HEALING
BOTH MENTALILLY & PHYSICALLY
LAST BUT NOT THE END
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