| i hate the smell of meaningless.
everyday, every walk, every work, in a meaningless cycle.
what if rainbow is hiding over the clouds?
or wind shall bring them back?
future is like a cloudy sky, or a dark curtain.
our dream is like a portrait of rainbow,
or just our imagination
living in imagination
living in rainbow
with no definite appearance
with no definite existence
<the dream of a rainbow>
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yi qie you chong xin lai le.
fu xi hao xiang bian de yue lai yue kun nan
ta ma de wo zhi xiang yau dian kon jian, zuo dian xi huan de dong xi
huo xue dian shen ma "you yong de ji neng"
jiang lai jiu hao xiang shi yi pian kon bai de yun, ye xiang yi pian hei an de mo
fan zheng shen ma ye kan bu dao
bian jia xiang qian fang you yi dao cai hong ba
ye ke neng yi bie zi dou kan bu dao
jiu huo zai lian xiang ba
<cai hong de lian xiang>
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| 搬走是個很ＳＨＡＲＰＥ的決定。
來得那麼爽快。快得像電影轉場。
做呢行，人又在香港。不得不爽快，離場要快，轉景不能慢，ＪＡＪＡＬＵＭＬＡ又另一個老細，你老味。
在自己出來生活的幾年， 學到的實在不能筆錄。
感謝每位曾相助過的每一位。給我愛過的男孩／女孩／男人／女人。
‘２４歲。生命可能都過左一半了。
夢想２４， 未敢忘記的。
是ＣＨＥＲＲＹ ＰＥＲＩＳＨＥＳ，
還是ＣＨＥＲＲＹ ＢＬＯＳＳＯＭＳ，還未有定案‘
感謝原來還有還有人提我「期望」這兩字，（以前只有老師跟我說過）
連我自己也不再相信自己之時，日日打機訓覺睇戲食飯
好像周星星在唐百虎後期那個落難雞鬥（叫雞冇錢比），口都唔識合埋的白癡仔
社會如此不景，麻怨也沒用
連自己都不爭氣，還可怨誰？
走鋼索的人
「往前是解脫， 退後是自由， 我（應）不應該回頭」
「往前是冷漠， 往後是寂寞， 乾脆我墜落」
李泉這墜落了的鬼才， 還是不要愛上， 哈哈
幸虧２４歲的我還會發（白日）夢， 但切忌活在夢𥚃
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| AFTER 6MONTHS OF "SHAO LIN" TRAINING
THERE I SEE AN END
MY BRAIN'S BEEN FULL OF WASTE, LIKE UNREASONABLE RULES & MAID-LIKE WORK
TONES OF GRIEVANCE FOR NOTHING, COZ I KNEW THE END RIGHT FROM THE START
NOTHING NEW NOTHING OLD
I WAS TRAPPED BY THOSE IMAGES OF MV, OF SHOW, OF THE PEOPLE I ENCOUNTERED, THOSE 'STARS' I'VE SERVED.
MEMORIES IS FLASHING OVER N' OVER INSIDE MY BRAIN.
BUT MOSTLY ON MY RIGHT BRAIN, COZ WHAT I LEARNT IS JUST TO BE OBIEDIENT, EFFICIENT, SMART, 'POSITIONING', SERVICE-ORIENTED.
MY LEFT HAND & LEFT BRAIN SEEMED BEING ABANDONED TOO FOR LONG. DUSTY
THUS, I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING, FOR MAKING INDE-FILM, FUTURE PLANS, ANY IDEA TO WORK OUT, EVEN WHERE TO GO NEXT
NO EMOTION, NO DESIRE, NO APPETITE
DON'T KNOW HOW TO END, NOR WHERE TO START
JUST ERASE & REWIND?
OR...
ONE THINK I DISCOVER WHICH IS QUITE WEIRD
I WOULD THINK OF MUSIC BEFORE IMAGES...
I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING APART FROM MUSIC OR RYM
WITH NO STORY BEHIND...
WHAT A DAMN THING MV GAVE ME......
I MUST CURE MYSELF BY READING MORE IN THESE WEEKS OF REST
IN THESE WEEKS OF SELF-HEALING
BOTH MENTALILLY & PHYSICALLY
LAST BUT NOT THE END
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來去匆匆
轉變又來了
希望有兩星期
真的可以停一停
想一想
然後怎樣
離開，是為了回來
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| 大難不死, 必不會向後仆 Everybody gotta learn something 老細的訓話當中, 有四個字非常可圈可點 實事求是 
http://baike.baidu.com/view/10424.htm 值得研究研究 今次咁都容得下我 更加要sip高枕頭諗諗 一個"creative director" 點解會同我講一句咁深(又有左派色彩)既四字成語呢? 話我頹廢, 傻, 蠢, 懶, 懶醒都好似有前人 叫我實事求是, 好似係第一次...... 我在似明未明之際, 只好想到回佢三個字：犀非利! |
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